This night it has snowed even more !!! It's exactly the same weather as one year ago, when I came back from Sweden.

This evening I am going to Antwerp with a friend. It's nice to do something like that. Then I feel a little bit less lonely. There is a big event in the city => 'Music For Life'. With a lot of famous artists who are going to perform. I am going to take a lot of pictures from it, and from the city, which is going to be beautiful with all the christmaslights !!! After all those months it's gonna be the first time that I am going out with a friend again. I hope it's going to be a nice evening.

Yesterday it was very funny at work, I laughed a lot. It's really weird that I actually still can find the courage to laugh after everything. I feel kind of depressed these period of the year. Just because I miss Sweden and you so much.
But I always feel a little bit sad with Christmas. I don't know why. Maybe because there is always something missing in my life to make it perfect. And I long to the times when I was little, when my grandfather and grandmother were still alive and everything was better. Life wasn't so difficult and complicated as it is now.

 

I have a beautiful song to end this message with : Välkommen Hem - E.M.D.

 xoxo 

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