Hang on, better times are coming your way

Hello world,

I did not write yesterday, I’m sorry for that. I did not have time. I only went for 5 minutes on the computer because I woke up too late.

But I did have the time to read your blog. And I feel a little bit worried about you. I know that people can hurt. And I know that they can bring us down, but you are strong ! You’ve already been through so much, so hang on. There are better times coming your way. Never give up your dreams because they are worth fighting for. And one day, they will all come true.

I have been to my work yesterday. It was not very interesting there. Most of my colleagues did not really speak to me because they felt ill or were tired. When I came home, I ate something, watched some television and I went to sleep.

And actually I slept really good. The last few days I slept without waking up one single time. It’s weird because in the past I always woke up at least twice a night because of nightmares; but they seem to be over. I really cross my fingers that they will never return because I hate them. I always have nightmares about losing the people I love in a war. And I hate it because those dreams are so ‘real’. When I wake up it always takes a while before I realise that it was just a dream. I hope those dreams will never return.

Something else then ... 2011 is coming up and I made a list of the ten things I want to reach in this new year. I almost did everything of my list of last year. On top of my list for 2011 I’ve written : meeting you. And I am sure that it is going to happen since I am going to do everything I can to see you again. And this time I don’t care about my parents. They can throw me out of the family or whatever, I don’t care.

After all, 2010 was a year that I will never forget. One of my biggest dreams came true, very unexpected, and I still put a lot of strength out of it. 

 xoxo

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