I'm back :)

Hello everybody !

Here I am again ! I've been away for a while because my laptop didn't work anymore. But I got a new one, so I can write again. There has happened a lot in the period that I didn't write. A lot changed for me, and I'm glad that I have a new laptop to change my mind a little :) .

I was ill the past days, I had an ear-infection. But I went to my work anyway... otherwise I think too much about stuff I shouldn't be thinking about.

I don't remember if I have told you something about my ex. But he cheated on me and after we broke up, he started a relationship with that girl. She got pregnant. And the day after Easter this year, my ex boyfriend told me that his son was born. At the moment he told me that, my world broke down. When I was with him, I always dreamt of getting children with him, building my life with him... But I broke up with him, and now I have the feeling I was wrong. It hurts like hell. But I can't turn back time. It's three years ago since we broke up, but he still means a lot to me. He was my first love...

Anyways, I have promised you to only look forward, and I really do my best :)

One day we will meet again <3

Love you and always will <3
xoxo EnVannsinnigFlicka