I’m here, can’t you see me ?

Yesterday was a terrible day at work. There is a new girl, pretending that she is the boss and she is driving me crazy, already from the first second I saw her. She had a lot of comments on everything. I don't really care and I let everything come over me. But inside me, I was really angry on her.

And today I woke up with a terrible headache. I feel tired and I have bleeding noses again. Can't keep my eyes open. And I probably have to work with that girl today, so that's going to be funny at work.

Tomorrow I have a day off. Normally I was going to see a friend of me, which I haven't seen in a very long time. But she does not answer me, so I guess I will stay home tomorrow, doing nothing. The 'sales' started yesterday, but I don't like shopping on my own, and since nobody wants to come with me, I will stay in front of my computer. Somebody asked me to write a book. So maybe I can start with that since I love writing.

I also think I'm falling in love, I can feel the butterflies again at least. But the person I love, is already together with somebody. So I think I'm probably in love with the wrong person again. But I meet that person everywhere. Mostly on the bus; but the last time also at my busstation, and yesterday in the city I work in. And I'm sure that this person has seen me yesterday, even though I tried to hide myself because I became red.

But anyways; I'm not hoping for anything. It's just nice to have this feeling, it makes me think about something else for a while

I'm sitting across from you
And dreaming of the things I do
I don't speak you don't know me at all

xoxo
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