Today I have a day off, and actually it’s good because my whole head hurts like hell. I couldn’t sleep this night because of my bleeding noses and my headache seemed to get worse every second. Maybe it's because of stress.
It's sunny outside but also cold. I had planned to see a friend of me today, but she seems to be disappeared. She doesn't answer my messages and doesn't pick up her phone when I call her. So obviously she doesn't want to see me. Don't know why. It makes me really sad.
She told me that I was her best friend and nothing was ever going to change that.
I don't know what's happening around me.
Why is life so hard ?
xoxo
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If these walls could talk,
You’d know about my fears,
About all those nights I screamed for help,
About all my fallen tears,
You’d know about the demons haunting me at night,
You’d know about my fears,
About all those nights I screamed for help,
About all my fallen tears,
You’d know about the demons haunting me at night,
You’d be able to help me keep my fire alight.
Only if these walls could talk.
Babe, don´t think that :( maybe she is just busy or smth... who knows...
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