But what if that special friend is more than thousand miles away from you ? Two continents and a big ocean between the other...
It's not easy. I can tell.
xoxo
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Friday, June 10, 2011
Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel
Everybody has a special friend. Somebody who doesn't care about those judgements of others, somebody who's there for you in times of need and accept you for what you are.
But what if that special friend is more than thousand miles away from you ? Two continents and a big ocean between the other...
It's not easy. I can tell.
xoxo
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But what if that special friend is more than thousand miles away from you ? Two continents and a big ocean between the other...
It's not easy. I can tell.
xoxo
EnVansinnigFlicka
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Back from Antwerp
So I have found some shoes for my dress :D
I also made some pictures of myself and the city xD But not a lot because I was too busy with shopping :$
xoxo
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Too bad I can't hug a memory
Hello beautiful world !
It's finally less warm, there is rain and the sun is also showing. I love this weather! Today I will be shopping in Antwerp since I have to go to a wedding next week. I already have a dress, stockings, but I still need to have shoes ^^
Oh darling, I wish we could be shopping together, drink some coffee afterwards, watching some cute boys and laugh with the most stupiest things. I would show you Antwerp and I would let you show my favotite places. Once I will do it in real life, I promise! But for now I will just take some pictures from the things I'll be doing today. And I will put them on my blog. For you.
Though the miles are separating us
You're not that far away
You're a memory in my heart
just...
Too bad that I can't hug a memory
xoxo
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It's finally less warm, there is rain and the sun is also showing. I love this weather! Today I will be shopping in Antwerp since I have to go to a wedding next week. I already have a dress, stockings, but I still need to have shoes ^^
Oh darling, I wish we could be shopping together, drink some coffee afterwards, watching some cute boys and laugh with the most stupiest things. I would show you Antwerp and I would let you show my favotite places. Once I will do it in real life, I promise! But for now I will just take some pictures from the things I'll be doing today. And I will put them on my blog. For you.
Though the miles are separating us
You're not that far away
You're a memory in my heart
just...
Too bad that I can't hug a memory
< So I haven’t got your letter, I sure hope you got mine.
Though the mailman keeps saying
“girl you’re thinking way too hard.”
But he doesn’t know what I'm feeling now
without you around >
xoxo
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Tuesday, June 7, 2011
It's who I am
Hello blogreaders,
I had a very interesting talk with somebody yesterday. A talk about friendship and appreciating eachother. It's so important, but hard to do in this society. I notice it whenever I am in a public place, people can be very mean sometimes, without even having a good reason! Nowadays you have to fit in the picture, you can't really be yourself anymore. The first thing you see when you meet a person are the looks, but there is so much more behind those looks. People seem to forget that.
I have a lot of friends who are having a different culture, and sometimes they tell me how hard it is to be appreciated in this society. It's so sad.
I was also thinking about something else. A friend asked me if I ever get angry. To be honest, I actually never really do. He asked me if I even won't get angry if he would judge the things I do, the music I love etc.
Well, I won't get angry, I would be disappointed in him because he's a friend and he should appreciate me. He can judge me, but then he shouldn't let me know it. Or maybe he should, but it in a positive way.
After all : the beginning of friendship is appreciating the other
xoxo
EnVansinnigFlicka
I had a very interesting talk with somebody yesterday. A talk about friendship and appreciating eachother. It's so important, but hard to do in this society. I notice it whenever I am in a public place, people can be very mean sometimes, without even having a good reason! Nowadays you have to fit in the picture, you can't really be yourself anymore. The first thing you see when you meet a person are the looks, but there is so much more behind those looks. People seem to forget that.
I have a lot of friends who are having a different culture, and sometimes they tell me how hard it is to be appreciated in this society. It's so sad.
I was also thinking about something else. A friend asked me if I ever get angry. To be honest, I actually never really do. He asked me if I even won't get angry if he would judge the things I do, the music I love etc.
Well, I won't get angry, I would be disappointed in him because he's a friend and he should appreciate me. He can judge me, but then he shouldn't let me know it. Or maybe he should, but it in a positive way.
After all : the beginning of friendship is appreciating the other
xoxo
EnVansinnigFlicka
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Sometimes I imagine
that you still remember me
and you're searching my face in the crowd
wherever you go
Sometimes I wish
that I'm the one you can't forget
and you're singing your songs
while I'm in your thoughts
Sometimes I dream
that we belong together
and you're trying to find me
to finally confess your love
Sometimes I hope
that you meant the word you've said
and that you're waiting for that day
to whisper it in my ear
Sometimes I know
that it doesn't make sense
and I'll wait forever if that's what it takes
to make you realise that I'm here
that you still remember me
and you're searching my face in the crowd
wherever you go
Sometimes I wish
that I'm the one you can't forget
and you're singing your songs
while I'm in your thoughts
Sometimes I dream
that we belong together
and you're trying to find me
to finally confess your love
Sometimes I hope
that you meant the word you've said
and that you're waiting for that day
to whisper it in my ear
Sometimes I know
that it doesn't make sense
and I'll wait forever if that's what it takes
to make you realise that I'm here
Hello again !
It was really warm yesterday, even at night it didn't seem to get any colder. It was impossible to sleep! I even wanted to take a sleepingbag and sleep in the garden! But considering the thieves walking around outside, I prefered to stay in my room. ( And after all I'm glad I didn't sleep outside because a few minutes after midnight, a flood of rain fell down and there was a lot of thunder.)
Next week it's going to be weird, because my working-schedule is everything but normal.
monday - working
tuesday - off
wendsday - working
thursday - off
friday - working
saturday, sunday - off
I also got my schedule for my vacation! I am having a vacation from july 25th until august 12th!
Tomorrow they will be working on the electricity in my city, so I won't be able to go on the internet. I guess I will update my blog the day afterwards.
Oh, don't forget to check my other blog http://stephaniexpoems.blogspot.com/
I will update it with some poems today !!!
xoxo
EnVansinnigFlicka
It was really warm yesterday, even at night it didn't seem to get any colder. It was impossible to sleep! I even wanted to take a sleepingbag and sleep in the garden! But considering the thieves walking around outside, I prefered to stay in my room. ( And after all I'm glad I didn't sleep outside because a few minutes after midnight, a flood of rain fell down and there was a lot of thunder.)
Next week it's going to be weird, because my working-schedule is everything but normal.
monday - working
tuesday - off
wendsday - working
thursday - off
friday - working
saturday, sunday - off
I also got my schedule for my vacation! I am having a vacation from july 25th until august 12th!
Tomorrow they will be working on the electricity in my city, so I won't be able to go on the internet. I guess I will update my blog the day afterwards.
Oh, don't forget to check my other blog http://stephaniexpoems.blogspot.com/
I will update it with some poems today !!!
xoxo
EnVansinnigFlicka
Saturday, June 4, 2011
My angel
The night was cold and the rain didn't stop falling down. The wind was playing hide and seek with the stars and the moon.
The city was dark. People were waiting.
An empty crowd was singing songs in front of a building.
Noboby expected a miracle to happen
But I swear that I saw an angel that night.
He was tall, his eyes were brown, and with his smile he lightened up my world. One moment I saw his soul shining through.
He was so close, I could almost touch him.
But there was a wall around him, to keep the world outside.
I saw his halo
I wish I could have set him free
One moment he whispered me a word. Seven letters in a row.
When I looked at him and smiled, something changed within his eyes
It went so fast, he had to leave. I wish I could have said something
He turned around and said goodbye.
leaving me behind, with only a few words
' I see you soon'
(And I'm still waiting for him to appear to me again)
xoxo
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Hello everybody !
Yesterday was a good day :) I actually spent the whole day in front of a livestream to watch my idols performing. Afterwards I felt like I could face the whole wide world !
When I saw my idols, memories popped up in my head. Memories about my M&G with them, and what they said to me. It was one word, but I'll never forget it. It won't make sense to any of you, but I put a lot of strenght out of it. And actually it's thanks to them that I went to Sweden somehow and it's thanks to them that I met you...
It must feel like I'm stalking you, or that I'm obsessed with you, just because I write a lot of mails, letters and I even dedicated a blog to you. But our friendship was so intense and so pure, and I never want it to fade away. I know that it's going to be hard to ever meet again since we're both on the other side of the world. But we're going to make it happen somehow. I'm going to turn my whole world upside down if I have to. I never met any person who's so friendly, nice, warm... you have a beautiful soul. Our friendship is very valuable to me, and even despite the distance, it must be possible to keep it going on until forever :)
xoxo
EnVansinnigFlicka
Yesterday was a good day :) I actually spent the whole day in front of a livestream to watch my idols performing. Afterwards I felt like I could face the whole wide world !
When I saw my idols, memories popped up in my head. Memories about my M&G with them, and what they said to me. It was one word, but I'll never forget it. It won't make sense to any of you, but I put a lot of strenght out of it. And actually it's thanks to them that I went to Sweden somehow and it's thanks to them that I met you...
It must feel like I'm stalking you, or that I'm obsessed with you, just because I write a lot of mails, letters and I even dedicated a blog to you. But our friendship was so intense and so pure, and I never want it to fade away. I know that it's going to be hard to ever meet again since we're both on the other side of the world. But we're going to make it happen somehow. I'm going to turn my whole world upside down if I have to. I never met any person who's so friendly, nice, warm... you have a beautiful soul. Our friendship is very valuable to me, and even despite the distance, it must be possible to keep it going on until forever :)
xoxo
EnVansinnigFlicka
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Dear world, please help me to understand you.
I feel a little bit weird. One of my best friends told me that she's pregnant. I am the only one that knows it, except her husband. I cried yesterday. I cried because I was really happy for her, but also because I also want it so badly. All my friends are getting forward in their life, but I feel like I'm stucked in time. I don't have anything, the only place where I really gained something, was in Sweden. But I am supposed to make my future here. Honey, you don't know how much I long back to the times we had together in Stockholm. I wish I could do it all again, to feel better for a while.
My parents aren't making it easier. I know they think that they are doing the right things, but they hurt me so much. Their words are sharp as knives. But I don't think they realise it.
Yesterday I had a conversation with my boss at work about my contract. And she really made me feel good. She told me that I was a nice person to work with, and that I have a huge feeling of responsability when it comes to my colleagues. And she told me that they trust me to teach other people and that I was good at it. They were so friendly, it's not of their habbit. And I felt so happy. They gave me a contract for a year, and afterwards they will turn it into a contract in which I can stay there as long as I can. It's good, I really need this work to compensate everything I go through at home.
Honey,
I hope to see you soon
xoxo
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I feel a little bit weird. One of my best friends told me that she's pregnant. I am the only one that knows it, except her husband. I cried yesterday. I cried because I was really happy for her, but also because I also want it so badly. All my friends are getting forward in their life, but I feel like I'm stucked in time. I don't have anything, the only place where I really gained something, was in Sweden. But I am supposed to make my future here. Honey, you don't know how much I long back to the times we had together in Stockholm. I wish I could do it all again, to feel better for a while.
My parents aren't making it easier. I know they think that they are doing the right things, but they hurt me so much. Their words are sharp as knives. But I don't think they realise it.
Yesterday I had a conversation with my boss at work about my contract. And she really made me feel good. She told me that I was a nice person to work with, and that I have a huge feeling of responsability when it comes to my colleagues. And she told me that they trust me to teach other people and that I was good at it. They were so friendly, it's not of their habbit. And I felt so happy. They gave me a contract for a year, and afterwards they will turn it into a contract in which I can stay there as long as I can. It's good, I really need this work to compensate everything I go through at home.
Honey,
I hope to see you soon
xoxo
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